In the month of January, I was attending school just like everything was before. Like last year. Everything in the same place. Same classmate, same sitting in class. One thing different is, I had to deal with my fear everyday. Worrying. As it enters February, when I start having new people entering my life. They made big impact in my life. Though, they left in the midway, once, they meant the world to me. Starting from February, I went to the hospital more than I attend school even if there's exams. And, I know, since then, I had to be expecting the worst already, so if it happens, it wont hit me so hard.

March, a month I definitely will never forget. It's when, I felt so touched by all my schoolmates act. When I needed helped from my friends, they got their other friends to help to fold the crane for lucks. Also the month which I met someone that turned out to be someone whom became apart of my life. He entered my life. Great things comes with a price. I lost my dearest mummy, that month. Even if, I had been preparing for the worst, it still hit me hard. Being apart from her, made me so much stronger. Whatever I do now, I'll give my best, I want to make her proud. She was so strong. She tried to fought it through for us. For me and my siblings. It has already been nine months since she left me, and yet there's still not a day going by without missing her.

The month after that, been busying with mummy's stuff. Towards the end of the month, I attended Justin Bieber's concert to give myself a little break from the reality. That day, changed my life. It made me fell for someone which I never thought of falling for. That's where it all begins. Before this month ended, there were a lil' fighting and causing a very awkward moment between me and someone til we stopped talking.

Next, month that fill with drama -- May. That month, I swear, my life suddenly became a movie. Love triangle, I could say. In the middle of everything, I took a break to Bangkok. That break pays off. It made my mind up. As well, as the month we started going out. Plus, during the end of May, " Today was a Fairytale " by Taylor Swift can very much related to me.

Half a year had already passed. June, the sweetest month out of all. Where I had someone for me to loved, someone that I could finally called mine, someone whom love me. It was, indeed, a wonderful, yet memorable month. Followed by, July, another month that I lost my loved one, my grandmother. It was closed to trials at that time, and I had to focused on study, but with these happening around me, it's hard. Somehow, I managed to studied what I could for trials.

Trials month -- August. I could said, I did it quite well, not that bad in a situation I was in. As the following month, it was all about studying. I didn't have time to care about anything else nor having time to go out. It doesn't sound as simple and easy as it seems. Many things were happening around me that time. I was blessed that they were people helping me out with the problems I was having that time. As I look back now, I just realized how much time I wasted. It wasn't worth any of my time.

October. Finally, the month of freedom. In addition, also the month another loved one left me, him. Ever since exam over, I had been going out, enjoying my life and forgetting 'bout all my worries. Not to mention, all the people that had be there by my side to cheer me up. I can't feel more blessed than that. Thankful. They did all they could to cheer me up and it definitely worked.

A month that full of surprises. It was real remarkable. It was the best birthday bash ever. I had one surprises after another ! Felt the loves. For the past two month, all I had been doing was going out with my lovely friends. And for the final month of '11. No tears, no sadness. Just happiness and laughters. I met a couple of amazing and wonderful friends. They're funny, nice and words just can't explain how great is them ! They are whom I celebrated my christmas eve with. Definitely, so grateful for meeting them. Before '11 ended, I get to have these few incredible friends entering my life. I'm really happy for meeting them. :) :)

In conclusion, '11 is an unforgettable year. From the sweet to bitter memories, they are what made me who I am today. I grew to a whole new different person from all the stuff I had been through this year. As I look back the me that I was this time last year, I changed a lot. And, from what I had been knowing, who I turned out to be now is so much more well-grown and mature. Well, in this so rollercoaster ride year, I'm thankful and blessed that I had my friends that never left me and my such loving family to always be there for me. I wouldn't said I hated 2011 completely since it took away a few of my loved ones, it really had made me learned alot. No regrets, just lesson learned.

` Farewell 2011, Greetings 2012 . ❤

posted @ 11:03 PM