" Never ignore a people who loves and cares about you.

One day, you may realize you've lost the moon while counting the stars. "

That quote definitely means something to me now. Past few days, I had been constantly missing and reminiscing back our memories. I finally realized that how much I actually missed you. I had actually missed you all along and yet, I didn't even realized that. Until now, when I get to see you everyday. Then, I only found out that I had lost the moon while counting the stars. Little did I know, through everything that you'd done, I actually did fell for you back then. But, there was just too much happening around, I was unsure about how I felt. Plus, we stopped talking after everything had been back in place. We stopped talking without me knowing the reason why. It always happen, doesn't it ? And every single time it happens, I wont questioned anything, still goes the same for this time.

Today, while I was telling my friend how much I missed you. I told them about the stuff you had did for me. And, it surprised me, how much I could actually remember. All of these memories just came out from my mouth like it just happened yesterday. I remember our memories like it was the back of my hand. Back then, my happiness was all that matters to you. You would do anything just to put a smile on my face. As well as, you're always there for me whenever I needed you. Never fail. Not to forget, all the times which you tried to tell me you're going out, but, actually, you're just practicing piano. Because, you know, it would cheer me up.

You know, I actually miss you very much. I just don't show it out. However, I just somehow couldn't keep it all inside anymore. I see you almost everywhere I go. Maybe, you didn't notice. But, I look for you in the crowd. Everytime, when I'm up late at night, I think back about our skype calls. I miss them a lot. How you would always read out my blog or my tweets, just to annoy me. Let's just say, you loved me at the wrong time and also, I was too blind to see that you had been there all along. I pushed you away, I know that. Maybe, if there would be another chance, another time, there would probably be a different ending. Perfect ending, perhaps.

posted @ 2:42 AM